I wanted to share a new friend of mine's very powerful story of abortion and redemption. She has been there she has lived it and she is proof that there this is hope after abortion. There is healing and love and you can find it, all you have to do is be willing to reach out and seek it. Please read and share Tara's powerful story.

"I am very outspoken and honest. I think sharing my mistakes shows who I truly am and what God has done with my life. I also want to sympathize with others, maybe help them see how much God loves them. I post a lot about abortion because I know first hand the horror of it. I feel it's my calling from God to help others be informed. I want any other women in the world to know that if she has been through it she can heal and be forgiven. It is not because I am judgmental or I hate women who have abortions. I want to love them. I also hope to make a difference and be a voice for the innocent unborn.

My story started 17 years ago when I was 17. I had a boyfriend. Like so many teens we gave in to lust. A couple months went by and I felt sick all the time. I didn't know what that meant. One of my friends suggested I take a pregnancy test. With tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat I saw the two lines. All those 2 lines meant to me was I am in trouble. No way would I tell my parents. I already didn't live up to their demanding expectations. I was terrified. My friend told me her sister's friend had an abortion. She told me that I could sleep over her house and she could take me in the morning. She told me that nobody had to know and I didn't need my parents permission. She even offered to lend me half of the cost. I remember this day so clearly when I told my boyfriend. He was so angry. He wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He told me it was my problem. From that moment on I shut down emotionally. I just went through the motions because I couldn't handle it any other way. So i called American Women's Center in Voorhees. They just scheduled my appointment and told me not to eat breakfast that Saturday morning. I thought to myself "that's it'. So that same friend who I am sure thought she was doing the right thing went with me. 

We walked into the office building and it was packed. I signed in at the desk and they told me to have a seat. Wow it was strange to see so many girls with blank faces not speaking. I know I didn't want to do anything but get out of there. I wanted this nightmare to end but little did I know it wouldn't end. It would be the beginning of great pain in my heart. I was called to a room where the lady asked me to lay on a table. She rubbed the ultrasound on my belly. I was so clueless I didn't even know what she was doing. I could not see the "TV screen". She said the pregnancy is about 11 weeks along. She asked how I felt and I said nauseous. She said after my procedure I would feel all better. She said it would be all over soon and I could go back to my normal life. She had me walk to another room, the scariest place I have ever been. I had no name in there. I was "remove your pants from the waist down and put your feet in the stirrups. That man was so cold. He began doing whatever it was he was supposed to do. To me it felt like my insides were being ripped apart by a loud suctioning machine. He handed the nurse something. She walked away and a few minutes later said it is complete. Now I know complete meant every tiny limb and part of my baby was inside a jar. He left the room without saying a word to me. The woman said dress yourself and go back to that room and find an open recliner. I thought "are you kidding me? I am supposed to get up and walk?" I sat there and was given a Tylenol. After about a half hour she asked if I was okay to leave. They wanted me out of there and I wanted to be out of there.

Life went on but not how i thought it would. I was so depressed. I told a girl at school about it and she had a boy in our art class call me baby killer. I wanted to die. I imagined myself blowing my brains out in front of the whole school. I was alone. I started drinking. Everyone else seemed to be doing it and it numbed my pain. I wanted another boyfriend. I wound up having lot's of boyfriends because I had no respect for myself anymore. I got pregnant again. I wanted to. I felt like it would make things all better. It just made me a single teen mom with extremely disappointed parents who didn't have love for me anymore. 

Yes this has been such a depressing story but a miracle happened. I met a man (my husband) who fell deeply in love with me and my infant daughter. I seemed to have it all but I still hurt inside. I called the clinic and told them how I was feeling and asked if they had counseling. They said no we don't do that. I looked in the phonebook and there was a number for a place called options. It said they did free counseling. That is when I met my angels. The two most loving women in the world. I skipped out on our first appointment out of fear and they still called me and wanted to meet me. My husband went with me and they even had babysitting. My husband is a hero. He did the whole 8 week program with me. They even had a private memorial service for my baby in a church. They gave me a beautiful certificate honoring the life of my child. My heart was changing. I felt a tug that made me feel guilty but not in a bad way. I knew what it was, the man upstairs. I prayed for the first time in my life. I felt relief, joy, and TRUE LOVE! I could go on. It was still hard especially seeing the ultrasounds of my other children and realizing I had destroyed a real human life. But it was different, i knew that man upstairs and He died on the cross for me. He loved me and forgave me. He gave me a new life and blessed me with way more than I deserve and could have imagined. 

Abortion is not the answer that society portrays. It hurts women. Women and girls need support and love. We need to give it to them.  I have had the opportunity to meet quite a few women who have been through it. God has used me to comfort them and spread His love. He wants me to spread truth in a very confused and blind society. I also hope I can spare others of this tragedy of losing their child. That is why I do what I do and am who I am. 

I am happy to chat with anyone if they need support. I know there are so many women silent and scared to get help or speak out. If you would like to chat please just respond to this message or if you prefer more privacy please feel free to private message Jennifer here at A Voice for Hope and she can give me your contact info."

~ Tara            

Spanish Version click here

• Evidence that the courts and abortion doctors know that a fetus is a living human being

• The evidence of a racist agenda in Planned Parenthood, back when it was still called the Birth Control League

• How the women in both court cases that made abortion legal were duped by their attorneys — and why neither ended up having abortions

• Proof from former clinic owners that abortion is an incredibly lucrative business, and the manipulative tactics they use to isolate abortion prospects from their support network so they can pressure them into having an abortion

• Confessions that clinics will sometimes perform abortions on non-pregnant women so they can still make money

• First hand evidence of multiple doctors conspiring to cover up botched abortions to avoid law suits

• Testimony from women that abortions have triggered post traumatic stress disorder, suicidal depression, an inability to feel emotion, and other psychologically devastating effects

• Why abortion clinics have been immune to regulatory control, even regarding basic health codes

• The story of the abortion video footage that caused a former clinic owner to retire and become avidly pro life (note: this footage is not shown)

• And much more.

You can watch a shortened twenty minute version of Bloodmoney meant to be shown to someone contemplating an abortion for FREE below. But it is a shortened version and there are many more important and startling facts and stories shared in the full length version so if you can get them to watch the full version that is the best choice the full film is about an hour and 20 mins long. You can order your copy here... http://bloodmoneyfilm.com/spread-the-word/





There is actually a link on Youtube where you can see the entire documentary for free but I HIGHLY recommend you buy this one and support these great pro-life people in exposing the truth about abortion and share it with as many people as you possibly can! It's about saving lives and saving women from the horror that is abortion. Women deserve better than this! If the real truth on abortion where exposed and widely shared it would end now! We have to not be silent and expose the truth to others and end this ungodly practice that is killing our nation and hurting so many in our world today! Don't be silent be part of the solution!

This is a story that one of my friends shared on their Facebook page and it's too good not to share. There is a lot of wisdom in this story that many people need to hear in today's world! I'm not sure who wrote it but it is powerful and filled with truth and I hope you will share it!

A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said:

'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together.'

So the doctor said: 'Ok and what do you want me to do?'

She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.'

The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.'

She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request.

Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care of 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms.'

The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a child!'

'I agree', the doctor replied. 'But you seemed to be OK with it, so I thought maybe that was the best solution.'

The doctor smiled, realizing that he had made his point.

He convinced the mom that there is no difference in killing a child that's already been born and one that's still in the womb. The crime is the same!

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Together we can help save precious lives!

Love says, 'I sacrifice myself for the good of the other person.' Abortion says, 'I sacrifice the other person for the good of myself.'